Coming to a conclusion of why I felt so irked staying afterschool for practice today.
Yes, it may have been the tiredness, but I don’t think that was a main reason. I realized that I have become jealous of my friends’ relationship.. Like how close they are; they are my brother and sister, but they are closer to each other than I am to them.. Like I know that we don’t hang out with each other anymore.. But still, I want to be closer.. I guess I’m just going to put on my “mask” and pretend all is fine tomorrow.. No use in discussing it (not that I can anyway)..
Yea, tumblr does help me get things off my chest, but it feels like a night of insomnia coming.. I wish I wasn’t awoken from my sleep in the living room.. Don’t even feel like going to school tomorrow.. Told my sis that I would go.. Probably gonna be the music player even though I’m supposedly “in the dance”.. (not even)..
Feeling:
- Useless
- Unwanted
- Unnecessary
- Out-of-place
- Unloved
- Isolated
- Lonely
- …
- Just Like A Shadow
Bi-polar??
Is it just me, or is it harder to stop switching moods? Like not even when you’re around people you dislike, but also, with people you do. I’ve been getting a little pissed off during practice lately and I don’t even know why. I keep thinking it’s the tiredness..but it’s not. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m just kinda there..just observing.. I should really just ask if I’m in the dance or not.. Kinda confusing since there’s no partner for me right now because not every girl shows up..
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what is this!?
OH MY GOD I DID NOT KNOW YOU COULD DO THAT.
LOL NRWDUYSGTHF, deleting in 5
What the fuck…omg…
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I’ve literally been sleepy all day.. =\
I fell asleep like right after my shower, woke up at 10:30..and now I’m sleepy again..well, got to wake up early tomorrow, stupid gym class..
Karaoke
My friends came over for karaoke today(: Spent a good 4 or 5 hours with them in the house..they all ended up using me as a pillow..they loved the house and said we have to do it again sometime..
First time singing with a crowd like that..one person said my voice was too high, but she said I can sing..still don’t believe I can
One of the best memories made probably..(: Too bad I couldn’t figure out if the speakers worked with the tv since Asian houses don’t have English karaoke..we used my laptop and had a great time..
We’re going to do this again often probably..so that my parents would know who is who and they’d be able to just chill here(: But got to go volunteer for community service tomorrow..really don’t feel like doing anything.. x.x
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omg
plays forever
be back never
omg.
Yeah fuck life. This is where I’ll be.
I spent the past hour playing this and I passed the whole level ;_; Time to evolve my pokemon to their highest form
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